BAYOG Playlist|Airbag Part III — Cuz It A Mood
Hey BAYOG Fam~ I’ve been meaning to post more. However, I’m still struggling with trying to get into blogging mode. There were multiple times where I’d just sit in front of my computer and stare at WordPress for at least 2 hours. I have ideas on what I want to write, but I still don’t really have any motivation to write. Quarantine, personal issues, family issues, and the state of the world just kind of wore out my heart and mind. It’s left me in a weird, down, and unmotivated state. To be honest, it’s to a point I felt so overwhelmed that I just had to take a break. I haven’t even been playing games. Aside from Twitter (cuz it helps me stay connected with the news), I haven’t even really been active on my socials. Which, if you know me, is very strange and nearly unheard of. Even my one of my besties found it strange and messaged to check up on me. I’ve been feeling alot of things from time to time: stress, loneliness, uncertainty, anxiety, depression, frustration, emptiness, etc. It’s complicated at times, and there are times I feel very contradictory things. Like feeling lonely, but wanting to be alone. It’s mostly since I have so much time now, that I unfortunately have alot of time being stuck in my thoughts. I’ve just basically been stuck in my anxious, sad, and depressed feels; Especially late at night. So I’ve just basically been listening to my Airbag playlist while continuing to read all my series and webnovels. Cuz it a mood fam.
As you may remember, I had shared my [Airbag playlist for Mental Health Awareness a while ago]. It’s basically the playlist to act as my airbag when I’m just drownin’ in my negative and/or empty thoughts and feels. Y’all might not notice, but I do regularly update the playlist whenever I find a song that moves me. So I figured I’d share some of the songs I’ve added to the playlist. I figured I’m not the only one kind of feelin’ the need for an emotional airbag right now. What with everything happening and the situations we’re all facing. Considering everything, it’s not unexpected to feel overwhelmed by everything. I know, it’s not exciting. Still, it’s a mood. So I hope this playlist brings you some comfort and helps you feel less alone. I hope it at least helps you unpack and sort out whatever you’re feeling. I know we’re all dealing with alot of complicated feelings right now. I hope the playlist can help your uneasy heart feel a bit more calm and help spill out the feelings you’re holding. Hopefully I’ll meet y’all again soon with something more exciting and happy. Stay safe and take care, y’all.
You can also find my full Spotify playlist here:
Crush (크러쉬)|Digital Lover
Basically this whole song has been my mood and feelings during this whole quarantine. I feel alot of complicated things. I’m lonely, but at the same time I want to be left alone. Sometimes it feels like it would be more peaceful and less complicated to be alone. There are times I’ve had arguments with my family. I’m an introvert, and sometimes I just need that time and space to collect my thoughts and recharge. Y’all know I love Crush. This whole song was a literal mood from Crush’s vocals, the vibe of the track, and the lyrics. Yah, big mood. There are several cover versions from artists like Gray and Jessi. They’re a completely different feel though. I prefer the OG version from Crush. It just really hit the feels.
I want to be left alone
Crush|Digital Lover| Trans. Credit: Genius
On a deserted island I’ve created
Even when I’m alone in a room
Feels like I’m not
My own reflection in the mirror staring back at me
What matters if I’m making money
My heart is still lonely
The world outside is dangerous
As you wander about this long long night
Crush|Digital Lover| Trans. Credit: Genius
Feeling like an empty shell
I like to be alone
Oh be alone
Dynamic Duo| 겨울이오면 (Waiting for Exhale)|”When Winter Comes”
This is another track where the vibe and lyrics were a big mood too. It’s weird. I just feel kind of frozen in time and place. I feel a bit empty at times. There are days where everything feels slow. I feel heavy and sluggish. There’s not much I can do. Sometimes all I want to do is just sleep and hope things pass by soon.
When winter comes to my heart,
Dynamic Duo|겨울이오면(Waiting for Exhale)|Trans. Credit Euraboo
My feelings go adrift like a cloud in an empty sky
Like a frozen river,
My body is stiff and sluggish
I dig a den and hide in it
From cold reality,
To the doorsil called “hesitation” rising in height
If I fall on my back and nap like I’m dead,
Dynamic Duo|겨울이오면(Waiting for Exhale)|Trans. Credit Euraboo
Will I feel a little better?
Agust D (Suga of BTS)| 사람 (People)
Ye, I’m BTS trash. Suga from BTS dropped D-2, his latest solo project as Agust D. I really liked it. My favorite track would have to be “People” though. Honestly, the whole song is another big mood. Particularly if you’re like me and tend to contemplate alot about life, being human, and/or if you’re having an existential crisis. We live in a big world full of people. Everyone is different from each other. What kind of people are we? Are we good or bad? People tend to change and people can fade away. The thing about people is that we tend to think “if”. We tend to seriously think that another person’s life is maybe better. However, the grass can also seem greener on the other side for everyone. What’s ordinary to you might be special to someone else, and vice versa. There’s no one right way to live life. If you’re struggling, if you’re exhausted, if you’re crying…it’s okay. Honestly, I recommend checking out the full lyrics. Like I really felt that.
They’ll all live
Agust D|사람 (People)| Trans. Credit: Yein @ BTS-Trans
They’ll all love
They’ll all fade away
And be forgotten
People change, just as I’ve changed too
There’s nothing permanent in this world
Everything is just a ‘happening’ passing through…
Things don’t always go according to plan
Agust D|사람 (People)| Trans. Credit: Yein @ BTS-Trans
Inconvenience is something everyone has to withstand
A repetition of extreme situations can make your life exhausting
People are like that…
Sometimes, I might get hurt again
Agust D|사람 (People)| Trans. Credit: Yein @ BTS-Trans
At times I might shed tears, upset
So what? So what if I live like that?
Agust D (Suga of BTS) Feat. NiiHWA| 점점 어른이 되나봐 (28)|Guess I’m Slowly Becoming An Adult (28)
Another song I recommend from the Agust D D-2 mixtape is “점점 어른이 되나봐 (28)”. The Korean title translates to “Guess I’m Slowly Becoming An Adult (28)”. It’s a song where Suga reflects on his life as he’s reached 28 now. We think things will be solved once we become adults. However, there are times we just feel jaded. We feel worn out and as if we’ve lost sight of who we were and our dreams. I’ll be entering my 30’s this year. Honestly, I think about and feel this alot. I also recommend checking the [entire lyrics] for that as well.
I am breathing but
Agust D|사람 (People)| Trans. Credit: Genius
Seems like my heart is broken
Yeah, now I’ve become an adult who finds it hard to grasp my dream
And that’s growing up
Sometimes I would burst into tears for no reason
Agust D|사람 (People)| Trans. Credit: Genius
The life I’d hoped for, the life I’d wanted, just that kind of life
I don’t care now how it turns out anymore
Living, living, living
Without worries for just a day
Without concerns for just a day
Kim Sun Jae (김선재) Feat. Gaeko (Dynamic Duo)| 틈 Tiny Hole
I don’t know about y’all, but sometimes I just feel very overwhelmed. There are times I just want to hide in a small hole, and just be away from people. There are times it’s more comforting to hide away in the darkness and away from pain. Hiding can prevent you from learning and adapting. However, sometimes you just want a safe and comfortable place…even if it’s for a while.
If I pass through this gap
Kim Sun Jae (김선재) Feat. Gaeko (Dynamic Duo)| 틈 Tiny Hole|Trans. Credit: @khhxkrnb (@dprdabin)
I’ll be fine, i’ll be okay
If I just stay hidden for a bit
There’ll be no reason to run away
Come and hide with me
Tiny hole
Kim Sun Jae (김선재) Feat. Gaeko (Dynamic Duo)| 틈 Tiny Hole|Trans. Credit: @khhxkrnb (@dprdabin)
Here’s my place
Is it difficult outside
Or am I just uneducated?
Tiny hold
Hide in my place
The light coming in through the narrow gap is so bright
WOODZ| meaningless (아무의미)
WOODZ has probably become one of my more recent favorite K-R&B singers. This is another song that just hit home for me. There are times things just seem so meaningless. I can’t help but question what I’m chasing for, what I’m living for, or who I am. Honestly, this is another song that I think is a perfect representative of me. I felt every lyric. Sometimes it just be like that.
It’s all meaningless
WOODZ|meaningless (아무의미)|Trans. Credit: luhvn
It’s all over the place
What are you chasing after?
I don’t know why I live now
I don’t know why I’m doing this again
When I go home, I think I don’t sleep again
I want to find out who am I (How shall I live)
WOODZ|meaningless (아무의미)|Trans. Credit: luhvn
Fine (I’m forgetting)
Even my feelings lie to me
I want to find out who am I (How shall I live)
Fine (I don’t know now)
Why am I , Why am I, Why am I
Living for something?
I’m lying on that cloud
WOODZ|meaningless (아무의미)|Trans. Credit: luhvn
I don’t want to care about anything
Things that tormented me,
Goodbye and stay warm
Everything is meaningless
WOODZ|meaningless (아무의미)|Trans. Credit: luhvn
I’m living for something
I probably don’t know till I die
DAY6| Zombie
Lately, I’ve been really getting into Day6. “Zombie” dropped like a month or 2 ago. However, I only just recently started listening to it. Again, another big mood. Every lyric resonated with me for both the Korean and English versions. I think this song really is a perfect POV of someone who’s going through depression. So yeah, I definitely recommend checking out the entirety of the lyrics for both versions. It just hit hard for me.
What kind of day was it yesterday
Day6|Zombie|Trans. Credit: Kgasa
Was there anything special
I’m trying to remember
But nothing much comes to mind
Today goes by the same
Am I the only one struggling
How do I get through this
Would things get better if I cry my heart out
Yeah we live a life
Day6|Zombie|Trans. Credit: Kgasa
Just running in circles all day and night
Yeah we live a life
Though I try to change something
I can’t seem to do anything
And I’ve got nothing left here with me
I became a zombie
Day6|Zombie|Trans. Credit: Kgasa
I walk on, drifting aimlessly
Tomorrow will be no different
I live counting the time ’til I close my eyes
Breathin’, but I’ve been dyin’ inside
Day6|Zombie (English Version)
Nothin’ new and nothin’ feels right
Deja-vu, so I close my eyes
Let the demon sing me a lullaby
Today’s a present that I don’t want
I feel like I became a zombie
Day6|Zombie (English Version)
Not alive but I’m still walkin’
When the sunrise is upon me
I’ll be waitin’ for the day to pass by
Oh why
I became a zombie
Day6|Zombie (English Version)
And there’s nothing that can cure me
So tomorrow I know I’ll be
Just the same you’ll see me
Wishin’ to stop and close my eyes
JUNGGIGO (정기고) Feat. Zion.T, Crush, & Dean| 247
This song basically features my favorite K-R&B kings. Honestly, the song is about the emptiness and tiredness from the same day to day routine. It’s basically a song about burn out. It’s more on on the burn out one’s mundane day to day routine. However, I’d say I could feel the same thing being stuck in quarantine for so many months.
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday…
JUNGGIGO (정기고) Feat. Zion.T, Crush, & Dean| 247|Trans. Credit: Genius
Why so busy?
Do you have anything going on?
I’m really tired, really tired
Stray Kids| INSOMNIA (불면증)
I’m pretty sure everyone knows I kind of have insomnia. Actually I tend to get in my overly anxious thoughts and feels late at night. There are just alot of complicated thoughts and feelings. I end up overthinking alot and just can’t sleep. I often wish such thoughts and feelings could just go away. However, that’s easier said than done. Sometimes I just have to wait for my body to just be exhausted before finally being able to pass out. There have been times I ended up staying up and not being able to sleep til 5-8am.
When the dark night makes everyone sleep, when they fall asleep
Stray Kids|INSOMNIA (불면증)|Trans. Credit: Genius
I can’t sleep because of so many thoughts
Just expecting to come up with an idea
I wait until the morning sun wakes all up, wait
When I turn off all the lights, when I set the alarm
When I’m tired, worries come to my mind
When I look back on my day
What should I do tomorrow? What? The alarm rings
It’s complicated, don’t worry about everything
Stray Kids|INSOMNIA (불면증)|Trans. Credit: Genius
When I wake up, everything will be gone
It’s following me, even in my dream
But everything will be forgotten
Even if I try to forget them, they appear over and over
I don’t want to be swayed anymore
Even if I grab the sheets and shout
In the end, I wake up again
ZICO|아무노래 (Any Song)
I absolutely love this song and it’s another big mood. It sucks when you feel down. Sometimes you just want to bring up your mood or at least distract yourself. I felt this cuz, like I said, I’m always listening to music. Quite literally. Music is my comfort and distraction. Even if I listen to alot of seemingly depressing songs. They help me pour out the frustrations and emotions I tend to hide inside.
Why is everyone so down?
ZICO|아무노래 (Any Song)|Trans. Credit: Genius
What’s the problem, say something
It’s so icy here
Is this the trend these days?
Why is everyone so boring?
Actually, I guess I’m the same
Tell me what I got to do
Hurry and turn on the bluetooth
Just put any song on
ZICO|아무노래 (Any Song)|Trans. Credit: Genius
Anything fun
Just dance however you want
As if you’re just fine
Don’t wanna think about anything
I just wanna live for a moment
I’m sick and tired of my everyday
Keep it up, one more song
ZICO|Balloon
Yet another song by ZICO. I love the soft, mellow, yet melancholy guitar sound. I think the lyrics for this is self-explanatory as well, or should be up to personal interpretation. Basically, it’s comparing oneself to a being a balloon. The air in the balloon being the sighs and worries we keep to ourselves. Like balloons, we can pop due to the sharp edges in the world, or we can float away.
I want to float high for at least a day
ZICO|Balloon|Trans. Credit: ColorCodedLyrics
Pump up my shrunk body
I haven’t longed for a particular color
As long as I belong somewhere, I’m ok
I’ve grown as big as I can
ZICO|Balloon|Trans. Credit: ColorCodedLyrics
All there is the secretly swallowed sigh in my heart
I wonder how much of my air will expel tomorrow
Just let it slide as a well-rounded balloon
Swoosh
ZICO|Balloon|Trans. Credit: ColorCodedLyrics
Away as if I’m flying across the sky
Did you happen to lose
The lethargic being by mistake
That floats away by wind
Or did you float it away on purpose?
You do not need to answer
ZICO|사람 (Human)
This is another ZICO song where I recommend looking up the lyrics in it’s entirety. It’s just super relatable. There are times that seem so mundane. There are times where it seems like only bad and painful things happen. There are times I look back at old photos. I see myself being really happy. At times the person in the picture feels so unfamiliar. There are days I just look down, unable to look up. There’s alot of struggle in life. There are so many people, we’re so different from each other. Yet, we’re the same. We experience sadness and happiness, and we struggle just like anyone else. At the end of the day we’re all people who need love.
It’s a trivial day with nothing special
ZICO|사람 (Human)|Trans. Credit: Genius
Only good things avoided me
I became an adult since the pictures of my childhood
I clearly looked happy
I keep lowering my head these days
ZICO|사람 (Human)|Trans. Credit: Genius
When did I last look up to the sky?
The blurred world is filled with dust
Because people like me struggled, yeah
We always say, later, for the later
Without my skipped birthdays I’m still in my teens
As I grow old, I’m afraid of imagination
A slide starts to look like a hill
We’re the same
ZICO|사람 (Human)|Trans. Credit: Genius
We’re the same
We’re the same people, yeah
Are you happy? Are you sad?
Why is it so hard to be loved?
We’re the same
We’re the same
We’re the same people, yeah
Are you happy? Are you sad?
We need love
pH-1|Homebody
pH-1 is one of my favorite Korean rappers. I find his music really enjoyable. His voice and rap is also like soft and somehow comforting. I really relate to “Homebody” in particular. I’m an introvert and homebody myself. I have a small circle of friends, and I love them. Of course I don’t really get to see them because we’re states and countries apart. However, I was also one who just preferred staying home and in my own space and comfort anyway. It can feel empty and lonely at times. However, at the same time it’s freeing to be alone without having to worry about everything.
I got too many thoughts and too many problems
pH-1|Homebody|Trans. Credit: Miss Right
A good sleep is always the answer
So I fall asleep again
I wish I could be free
pH-1|Homebody|Trans. Credit: Miss Right
From the worries of daily life just one day
Staying home today
offonoff|Overthinking
I love offonoff. It’s comprised of Colde (one of my favorite K-R&B artists) and producer 0channel. This song is self-explanatory. It’s about overthinking. Again, another big mood. I could relate to the lyrics and really feel the music itself. I think it really captures how one feels as they’re stuck overthinking. I really does remind me of the times where I would have alot of my mind, so I’d take late walks and conversations with friends. Sometimes we’d walk and talk until the sun came up.
There’s a lot we don’t know, it’s bothersome
offonoff|Overthinking|Trans. Credit: colde0channel
But sometimes the things we know bother us
It’s hard looking for the answer every time
But it’s too much to decide on an answer
Using the time in the given day
May seem used to it but still sloppy
There’s a lot of people i want to hug
So I need to become stronger
I don’t know what to do
In the midst of this the day has come
My Overthinking Over and over
offonoff|Overthinking|Trans. Credit: colde0channel
My Overthinking Over and over
My Overthinking Over and over
My Overthinking Over and over
So the night will pass by
And I will have nowhere to run away to
So lonely
Everybody is lonely
Taeyeon (태연 of 소녀시대 Girls’ Generation)|내게 들려주고 싶은 말 (Dear Me)| “What You Want to Tell Me”
It’s easy to be overwhelmed and lose sight of yourself. It’s hard to be kind to yourself. This song from Taeyeon hit hard. Sometimes we want to hear words, but can’t seem to say it. We often forget to love ourselves. This song is about reminding yourself that. We go through alot of things, so we need to remember to love and trust ourselves.
Please let go of me
Taeyeon (태연 of 소녀시대 Girls’ Generation)|내게 들려주고 싶은 말 (Dear Me)|Trans. Credit: Popgasa
So I can breathe
So I can be free
In this passing scene
There are things I wanna tell myself
Taeyeon (태연 of 소녀시대 Girls’ Generation)|내게 들려주고 싶은 말 (Dear Me)|Trans. Credit: Popgasa
As if I’m singing
I love myself
I trust myself
Words that I didn’t have before
See how I’ve endured through the long darkness
Taeyeon (태연 of 소녀시대 Girls’ Generation)|내게 들려주고 싶은 말 (Dear Me)|Trans. Credit: Popgasa
Even if the night comes again, I won’t hide
I have myself by my side
To the sky that will start to brighten
I will become a spreading light and fly
BTS (방탄소년단)| 00:00 (Zero O’Clock)
Yes, another BTS song. This was from their Map of the Soul: 7 album and features vocal line (Jin, Jimin, V, and Jungkook). Yes, BTS is an idol band. However, I truly believe their music and lyrics genuinely touch the heart. It’s not just flashy fun, but there is a purpose. I find this again relatable. Like I said, there are days I just feel sad and everything feels heavy. There isn’t really a reason. Things just don’t seem well. They don’t seem to be working. It’s like everything is against you, and yes, you can end up feeling spiteful of the world. Sometimes you just want the day to be over already. Still, remember that it’s just one day. The clock will strike 00:00, and a new day will begin. Take a breath. Let the new day begin, remember you have another chance. Surely, you’ll be happy.
You know those days
BTS (방탄소년단)| 00:00 (Zero O’Clock)|Trans. Credit: Genius
Those days where you’re sad for no reason
Those days where your body is heavy
And it looks like everyone else except you is busy and fierce
My feet won’t set off, though it seems like I’m already too late
I’m hateful of the whole world
Yeah, here and there are click-clacking speed bumps
BTS (방탄소년단)| 00:00 (Zero O’Clock)|Trans. Credit: Genius
My heart grows crumpled and my words lessen
Why the hell? I ran so hard
Oh why to me
Will something be different?
BTS (방탄소년단)| 00:00 (Zero O’Clock)|Trans. Credit: Genius
It won’t be something like that
But this day will be over
When the minute and second hands overlap
The world holds its breath for a little while
Zero o’clock
(Ooh-ooh) And you’re gonna be happy
BTS (방탄소년단)| 00:00 (Zero O’Clock)|Trans. Credit: Genius
(Ooh-ooh) And you’re gonna be happy
Like that snow that just settled down
Let’s breathe, like the first time
(Ooh-ooh) And you’re gonna be happy
(Ooh-ooh) And you’re gonna be happy
Turn this all around
When everything is new, zero o’ clock
Gaho (가호) | 시작 (Start)
This track by Gaho was one of the songs from the Itaewon Class soundtrack. I honestly loved this song alot. This is a song to give you strength and courage. It fit the drama well. Basically in the drama, the characters have to go through alot of struggle. Still they fight on and don’t lose sight of their goals. So in this overwhelming, uncertain, and bleak time…I hope you’re able to still have a glimmer of hope and encouragement.
Crossing the line that has been drawn
Gaho| (Start)| Credit Trans. Popgasa
Toward that life
Sometimes, there will be resentment
Saying not to cross that line
I can fly the sky
Never gonna stay
Until I faint from exhaustion
No matter what reason
No matter what excuses
I need courage right now
I don’t wanna lose myself ever again
Gaho| (Start)| Credit Trans. Popgasa
I put my everything into this
So I’m gonna take whatever I want
Because that’s my dream
Nothing has changed
I’m just enduring
Because my dreams will get stronger
I’m starting again
Miso | Alone
Miso is an artist under the same label, you.will.knovv, as Dean. She’s a member of Club Eskimo, an underground R&B crew that also includes Dean and Crush. Not much is really known about her, other than she was raised in England. She’s a bit mysterious really. She’s been featured in several songs. My favorite one would be OFFONOFF’s [Cigarette] that also featured Tablo from Epik High. To be honest, “Alone” wasn’t really my kind of song at first. However, it ended up growing on me. I think it’s another song that really represents people feeling anxious, helpless, and all alone. To be honest, it’s the first half of the song that I wasn’t super digging at first. The last half is my favorite really. However, thinking about it, it probably has a purpose. The first half has this almost uncomfortable, ethereal kinda feeling for me. It kind of sparks feelings of despair, loneliness, and anxiety for me. I feel like the middle part kinda embodies inner turmoil. However, the end feels like peaceful comfort. Overall, it’s like that uncomfortable chaos in your mind, the turmoil you go through, and trying to find peace and comfort. Things can really suck and feel very overwhelming. However, we also need to try to clear out our thoughts, and try to find some peace of mind. Things feel wonky, but take a break to find your balance. At the end of it all, remember you’re still here, alive.
It might just be an endless road
Miso|Alone
Anxiety just holds you close
But if it holds onto you tight
Cover your eyes girl
Open your mind instead
We could be floatin’ on time
Miso|Alone
Into the peace of your mind
Before decisions collide
Stay out of time
Just take a walk in your mind
Miso|Alone
To keep the balance intact
Remember, you are alive
Stay out of time
(Time, time, time…)
Crush (크러쉬) Feat. 조이 JOY(Red Velvet)|자나깨나 (Mayday)
Speaking of Crush…he released a track featuring Joy from Red Velvet. They also did a homemade MV. It’s really cheesey and WTF LOL. Anyways, this is another song that’s another big mood. The song itself sounds like a fun, smooth, and happy song. The lyrics, however, are a bit different. The lyrics really fit being stuck in quarantine too. It basically is a quarantine song. Again, self-explanatory and I recommend just looking up the lyrics in it’s entirety.
Awake or asleep (yeah yeah yeah)
Crush (크러쉬) Feat. 조이 JOY(Red Velvet)|자나깨나 (Mayday)|Trans. Credit: Genius
Drowning in my own thoughts (yeah yeah yeah)
Always lost in thought (yeah yeah yeah)
It’s alright, it’s not too bad (yeah yeah yeah)
I need some excitement
Crush (크러쉬) Feat. 조이 JOY(Red Velvet)|자나깨나 (Mayday)|Trans. Credit: Genius
Uno, dos, tres
Everything’s so frustrating
You know, the stress
Eat, sleep, repeat
Not much is going on
Sitting still on the sofa
You know, the stress
What’s wrong with me
Crush (크러쉬) Feat. 조이 JOY(Red Velvet)|자나깨나 (Mayday)|Trans. Credit: Genius
I did absolutely nothing today but I’m exhausted
Why is it so hard to just relax, mayday
Somebody help me, mayday
Somebody mayday, mayday, mayday
eaJ (Jae of Day6)|50 proof
This track is by Jae of Day6, who releases his solo projects under the name eaJ. This is the only song that isn’t in the Spotify playlist. That’s only because Jae sadly doesn’t have his eaJ works on Spotify. I believe they are up on Soundcloud though. Honestly, it’s like a sad breakup song. However, I also feel like it’s a sweet and comforting song in a solidarity kind of way. It hits the emotions someone may feel when they’re feeling down and unloved. However, it’s a song that shows that there’s someone out there who is concerned for you, wonders about you, and loves you. It’s got a soft, somewhat sad, but warm feeling. It reminds me of my friends who know that I often struggle alone. They know I try to keep everything to myself, and that I’m going through shit. However, they still worry about me and give me nothing but love. Actually, even Kenny just hit me up recently to check up on me. It really makes me feel blessed to have such wonderful friends in my life.
Do you still wake to sunsets
eaJ (Jae of Day6)|50 proof
And eat home alone
Watching the moon rise
Asking on and on
What’s gone wrong
How you been doing
eaJ (Jae of Day6)|50 proof
You sleeping alright
I’m worried your tears
Still wake you up at night
And you know why
But you don’t know why
At the same time
Anyways, that’s it for today. I know everything is overwhelming, and our world is just going through alot of shit right now. I hope these songs help you feel some comfort or help unpack your frustrated feelings and emotions. If you ever wanna talk, or even discuss lyrics and songs…hit me up. I’m always up for chatting. Until next time, take care fam. May your todays be easier than your yesterdays.
LET’S BE FRIENDS!~ (つ✧ω✧)つ
Hihi! I’m Minty! I’m Thai-American~ เป็นคนไทยค่ะ~ ยินดีที่ได้รู้จักนะคะ~
I’m BAYOG’s hella basic Asian chick, Real People Stuffs expert, and boba addict. I fangirl and blog about music, live action movies/dramas, and manga/webtoons~ When I’m not blogging, I’m usually writing/singing Thai-English covers~
It’s nice to meet all of you lovely people from around the world! Thanks for stopping by our blog!~
• ขอบคุณค่ะ • ありがとうございます • 감사합니다 • 谢谢你 • Salamat Po •
Let’s Be Friends On SNS! 💜(♡°▽°♡)
Let’s talk memes, music, dramas, movies, or fan spazz!~
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BAYOG (つ≧▽≦)つ 🎮🎞️
We share and chat lots of stuff on Discord, and we’re on other platforms too!
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Follow the BAYOG Bros Too!🎮
They all good people! These your guys for anime, manga, and games!
[Kenny – Blackatron] | [Nick – Rokutsu]
[Marc – cmdrcluckcluck] | [Loha – Loheezy]
Boba/Coffee For Your Bobae (´｡• ω •｡`) 💜: [Ko-Fi]
Dramas I’ve Watched/Am Watching 🎞️: [DramaList]
My Music Playlists/What I’m Listening To🎧: [Spotify]
BE SAFE. BE RESPONSIBLE.
WASH YOUR HANDS. WEAR A MASK.
SOCIAL DISTANCE. PLEASE.
Take care y’all. Please stay safe and take care of yourself. All jokes and fun aside…please, please, please, pleaaaase always wash your hands, practice social distancing, and wear a mask! I’m serious. Please take COVID-19 seriously. It truly is a matter of life and death. It’s something that needs to be taken seriously. It’s not just about the death of if you or someone you know gets it, but it also heavily affects those left behind. There are also aftereffects for those who are able to get through COVID-19. Be responsible. Be safe. Take care y’all. Have a wonderful day.
BLACK LIVES MATTER
This is a difficult, but necessary matter to address. I’m not good at putting things into words, so I apologize. We all know the matter regarding the unjust murders of George Floyd, Breonna Taylor, and many others. The current Black Lives Matter protests are being covered globally. I’ve even seen it being covered daily by the Thai news. Racism is a very real thing. Being Asian, I’ve personally encountered bullshit racism on a daily basis. So I can relate and understand the struggles. However, I’m also aware of how much more difficult and blatant it is for black POC. AS A GROUP OF BIPOC, BAYOG strongly stands with Black Lives Matter. We’ve individually done several donations. Of course, donations to support the cause and support change isn’t the only thing needed. Support for the cause and change also requires conversation. Make sure to have those conversations. Aside from donating, I had several conversations with my family. I explained things to my parents, especially since some news stories were being reported inaccurately. I was afraid it’d be a bit difficult. However, as fellow POC and human beings, it was a necessary conversation. My parents and grandma understand, and now stand on the same page regarding BLM as well. Please remember to be an active supporter, be it through donations, sharing information, and/or conversations and speaking up.
If you can, please consider donating. I’ve donated more than once as well. For one of my donations, I donated through the BTS ARMY x BLM project. I recommend that if you’re unsure of where to donate. This is because the donation will be split amongst several different non-profit organizations. Of course, you can also choose a specific organization(s) if you wish as well. You can find that [HERE].
You can also check out the following:
- http://blmsites.carrd.co
- http://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co
- http://blackliveswillalwaysmatter.carrd.co
- http://blmstanguide.carrd.co
- http://saytheirnames.carrd.co
- http://useyourvoice.carrd.co
Stay strong. Fight racism, brutality, injustice, and bullshit. Don’t lose sight of the goal. We’re witnessing and being a part of history. Be allies and make sure change happens. Once again, BLACK LIVES MATTER.
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